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To all the Jennifers out there!

 Hey there people, what is up!?

So in the past, a few years ago, I came across me wanting to be alone but I still needed people. I don't know what I was going through but I did want someone to scream this at me! So here we go! Kind of a monologue, a funny one I may add. The post is completely the voice inside my head. So haters gonna hate hate hate but my mind's just gonna be like:
Here it goes:
Lonely? 
More like lovely.
Don't you listen to Billie? Really?
(Isn't it lovely all alone! nope?!)
Why on earth do I always hear people complaining about how lonely they are and how hard it is to stay that way and the struggle is real and stuff, why?
Well, for starters, you choose to stay alone.  
I mean like what is your problem?
You are alone. It wasn't your choice, you scream but you don't make an effort to change it. If you can't stay alone, get someone. No, you don't need people, get a dog.
Cat person? Get one!
Well you don't want any living screaming being, get a plant.
No?

Well damn you hard nut to crack! Make peace with yourself, so you can stay alone happily. It is easy. Get a grip of your head and heart. Make them work in sync and bam you can lead a peaceful, drama free life.
So for Pete's sake! next time I hear someone say,
I'm alone and it's hurting..
I am going to yell at them ,
"You wanted to stay away. 
You made your bed.
 You sleep in it. 
NOW."
Get this thing in your head Jennifer.
No crap,Carla.
No damn given David!
So people out there having hard time, please reach out to others or just sit in a room scream, cry and let go of the things you can't change and make things right for the ones that are in your hand.
peace out!
DRINK WATER! Stay hydrated!

I guess, I should name my blog " A FRUSTRATED YOUNG LADY!" haha just the voice inside my head people..


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