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I did dream of this present.

Hmm..
21 seems old.
I got a job. In-fact four. Not to brag but yay!
There was a time when I cried for that offer letter. Now I just look at the letters I received and I laugh. I am not on cloud nine. I am not even happy. Like they say, “time flies and life goes on.” Well, hell yeah! It goes on whether you like it or not. It moves just like a jet leaving no room to even reminisce about the good times. I was watching Christmas movies and now I’m just staring at my laptop screen practically adjusting myself to a work-from-home environment. I mean the four years of my life, I did dream of this present. I was dreaming of a life where I could earn. I am just here and we are back to square one.
I am back to where I was.
Thinking of what makes me happy.
I am writing this for the people out there thinking that a mere job will give their life meaning.
Bro! It isn’t all rainbows and gummy bears.
You want it.
You get it.
If you don’t know what you want, then wait.
If you want a headache and dark circles, then go ahead and throw yourself into hell.
Don’t sulk.
Don’t do things that you aren’t capable of.
Do it only when you feel like you could work your ass off for it.
It's summer already!
Drink Water and Chill the heck down!



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