Simply Exist?

Lately, I have been lazy. I wanted to step out of my room and I found myself on the terrace. I was just walking and leaned over the rail. I saw a toddler in a blue t-shirt trying to get away from her sister's hold. Whenever she tried to get away, the elder one was running behind to hold her to make sure she isn't going to fall. I saw a cute dog on the grill of a balcony. It was really cute. Sitting there having no worries, staring at the beautiful sunset and green trees. I turned to my left and noticed the apartment name of the building that was there for like 6 months. I saw a grandpa walking and his grandson annoying him. He gently opened the door and let the grandson into the house and he went inside.

Ee sodi antha enduku antara.

Vinandi. Patience lekunda potundi mik.

So what ante.

When we are young we never really have to care about anything. A dog can just sit and I called it cute. No efforts. No thinking. No boundaries.

Thinking and lining boundaries are what makes us human?

Maybe.

Maybe not.

Nen una kada. Nen chuskunta ani okalu bharosa iste

You are human with freedom. Free from all the mind fucking things. Free from all the heavy things you'll need to carry on your shoulders.

I know evadu chepadu. Chepina cheyaleru.

Today isn't a good day and tomorrow isn't going to be any better. All we have is like right now. I can't just stay here waiting for someone to tell me,